Almost drowned again
please anyone i really need a buoy right now
I don't want to drown a second time
I think I've had enough of what yesterday made me feel dark
if this suggestion doesn't want to get out of my mind
I will try to force and fight for myself
They are really strong and don't give up
attack me when I'm weak
But I always try and keep rejecting any suggestion from them
Feeling afraid of the state of my feelings
So please someone invite me to chat and talk so that I don't stay silent as if I'm alone
because suggestions that don't look more terrible than words or just real blasphemy
they can do anything for you
for you who are under
and what i know is that if i trust their negative suggestions once, i believe and believe that i can do worldly negativity
walking alone without me feeling aware as if all of this life is really very easy without any regrets